I was given every section by the book
Took every script and popped the shit just cause my mama said I should
How you feeling, nothing new
But something good
Follow problems like they said I could
I'll carry weight just like I said I would

You do this often
Sick of the pain and exhaustion
Look at the ending you causing
I know what they gonna feel if they lost him
Lost him
Lost him
Lost him

This shit been for more than my health
So many nights I'll never tell
Screaming for mama, just crying for help
No place to run, as I sink in my skin that she held
I ain't need nobody else
I'm still afraid of the pain that I felt
I stay away from the days where I melt

I had my love and my heart cut
This house been painted in dry blood
Don't even ask me where I'm from
I couldn't stress it enough
I have these blessings, I keep steady, just
Over the bullshit of thinking too much

I just wanna see you better
I just wanna see you better
I just wanna see you better
I just wanna see you better

Goodbye, goodbye
I can't clean my eyes
Vision tunnels, I'ma dead disguise
I'll carry on with the dead inside
Goodbye, goodbye

I just wanna see you better
I just wanna see you better