And sometimes even tears are not enough
And time does not heal the rough
And the place only brings back memories
And the fields and the green just tease
A paradise that was and is no more
A security that's gone for sure
Fear replaced by sorrow and then by fear again
But mostly the void you left
That you left
Never ends never mends
And sometimes the memory just scratches the soul
You drown in loss in a deep dark hole
Closeness feels a bit vile
The touch is disgusting it breaks your smile
You want to disappear be part of something grand
No longer want to know everyone take a stand
Getting attached is dangerous to people to friends
To family to the land where it all ends
Fear replaced by sorrow and then by fear again
But mostly the void you left
That you left
Never ends never mends
And every smell and every sound makes you want to join
To put an end to it all to flip the coin
You can no longer bear the weight you wear
And sometimes you just want to hug them tight
Life is now like an unprotected light
Can be snuffed without a fight
With deliberate intent out of sight
And you have no real beginning everything's lost meaning
They want you to come out of grief but the throat is screening
You no longer remember when you didn't have a tear
Your soul is hanging in the air in borrowed gear
Part of it was taken to the heavens so near
Fear replaced by sorrow and then by fear again
But mostly the void you left
That you left
Never ends never mends