Lately I've been feeling numb
I'm steady running from the problems
They keep on coming
I done like sacrificed too much
Yeah to make it here
Bout to make it clear so open up your ears
Dealing with this rage deep inside of me
I got depression on my mind, I ain't hiding it
Wait to recover but the problems keep on blinding me
They don't know just how I feel
Lord I'm trying to keep myself together
Emotions spin like a Ferris wheel
Who gonna really be there for me
When I have thoughts of taking pills
Just go and hand the med kit
Cause I need some time to heal
I been hurting like deep in my soul
Will I be successful before i turn old
They can't relate they ain't never been broke
Know my friends always told me yeah you gotta keep hope
Growing up never had any help from my folks
They never went a bought a car for me
I was walking on the road
I'ma always feel like I'm on my own
Making music when I'm sad
They never relate like when I'm mad
I gotta lot of things going on
Don't know about my past
They don't know about the rundown
Just wait until I spazz
If you really make me to mad
Put a bag up on his head
It got me hurting
But I know my life just got a purpose
Got some debt up on my mind
Through my back accounts I'm purging
Like a killer through the couch
For a dollar feeling helpless
Physically I'm doing well but mentally I'm hurting
Might have to sell everything
Not my soul but you know
I'm steady going through the pain
I done sacrificed to much
Just to try to reach the fame
Lord lead me the right direction
Yeah hold on the reins
I need a ride to work
Lately I've been feeling hurt
I know people that got my back
But lately I been feeling dirt
And watch me go and kill the verse
My mental just need a nurse
I know that it will be fix soon
God help me go and put in work
Another pothole in your life
So you gotta swerve
I know I will like make it to the top
I gotta goto church
My sister been going to that therapy
Yeah this music be my therapy
If you going hear my lyrics
I'm just giving you a piece of me
Got too much autotune
I don't care what you think of me
I invested in myself
All you people just some wannabes
And that depression
Make me feel like yall don't care about me