I hate you for every single thing you ever did
I promised to stop writing songs about wanting to die
But you were in my dream last night
It’s ok not to be alright
And I’m not alright
I may never be alright but that’s ok
Whoever said that time heals all wounds
Clearly never met you
Clearly never met you
I tried to forget all the times
I was locked up in my room
With you screaming on FaceTime
Cause I said hi to another guy
Maybe I got high
Could you blame me at the time
I was in love and afraid for my life
You made me afraid for my life
I hate you for every single thing you ever did
And for making me think that I deserved any of it
The day I came back to my room destroyed
You locked me in the bathroom said 'your body is mine'
I was just tryna find a way out
I was just tryna find a way out
Love doesn’t mean getting hit
Nobody deserves the shit that you did to me
I hate you for every single thing you ever did
And for making me think that I deserved any of it