This isn't fair,
I did everything I'm supposed to do, I swear.
I fell too far, I guess,
Cause the hole I'm crawling out of never ends.

I'm dying in my dreams,
cnd isn't it sad, the way things seem?
Nobody ever gets
To find out what this means.

Don't try too hard,
It's never enough for him.
You still wake up with the same bad thoughts,
cnd it always ends this way.

I don't ever wanna see my head,
I don't wanna make 'em bury a friend.
I mean it's funny all the time that I spent,
Just standing there, one foot on the chair.

If I'm not the farthest from perfect you ever knew about,
Then it's something different about you I need to figure out.

I calm down,
When every lie that I tell to myself
Isn't enough anymore.

If I'm ever really gone,
Playing every single song
Might be the only way to talk to me now.