I drove the wrong way, travelled directions, up on my own pace
I'll let our song play, flattered complexion, up on a Sunday
Some days, I take prescriptions, before the runway
Try sayin', I'll be the victim, I'll be it always
Take this broken heart, don't you fix it, don't need a patch
I said break our life apart, you've been bitching, I felt attacked
I said, take my life, it's art, leave the snitchin' up in the past
I meant, look my eyes, it's stardom, I'm itchin' to take you back
These empty moments, play their tax on me like governments
These words you told, the lies, the taste warrants a double mint
Promises you hold me to, wasted, I did the opposite
Find myself, I told you I'd stay as long as you fuckin' did
Played me for a puppet, cause shuppet turned to a bane
Evolution of a muppet, said shut it, and play the game
If I lose you to another, say fuck it, I'll fade away
But when I trade you for the mother of he who shall not be named
It's been a whole two years, and I swear it's been a waste
I felt a heart that's full of fears, it's a gamble like poker face
And if I told you all my secrets, you're all I'll ever confide in
You're the only thing that made through the system that you would hide in
I can't hear you screaming, the silence is all I hear
Ever since, the nights I'd dream of the Friday I dropped the tears
And when you dug me out my deepest depressions, I will confide in
Every empty second, won't mention where I've been hiding
Some nights, I feel disconnected, you think I'm in just for fun
It's like I told you that's over, I triggered sum' like a grudge
I've drowned my hell in this beverage, could you believe that I'm drunk
I know you hate that I'm a stoner, I've never been one to judge
Spent my life reflecting on sections I need improvement
Rented time, expecting the message to make a nuisance
Read my mind, detected intentions, to raise the roof
But in the bed of my apartment, you left me to break the news quick
Told my story, too many times, best sell me like chapters
One and only, you and me like cressida and castor
If I die tonight, screw it, heaven don't need a bastard
Out of zone, I knew it, spent two years of my life plastered
It's been a whole two years, and I swear it's been a waste
I felt a heart that's full of fears, it's a gamble like poker face
And if I told you all my secrets, you're all I'll ever confide in
You're the only thing that made through the system that you would hide in
I can't hear you screaming, the silence is all I hear
Ever since, the nights I'd dream of the Friday I dropped the tears
And when you dug me out my deepest depressions, I will confide in
Every empty second, won't mention where I've been hiding
I know you see me as the villain in our story
But trust me it's never easy letting go
I had to let you go
We fell in love in the right place, at the wrong time
I'll never forget the look in your eyes
When I broke your heart
Oh how that broke my heart
I don't ever expect you to forgive me
For the years I led you to believe
You were the one
But you were never the one
It's been a whole two years, and I swear it's been a waste
I felt a heart that's full of fears, it's a gamble like poker face
And if I told you all my secrets, you're all I'll ever confide in
You're the only thing that made through the system that you would hide in
I can't hear you screaming, the silence is all I hear
Ever since, the nights I'd dream of the Friday I dropped the tears
And when you dug me out my deepest depressions, I will confide in
Every empty second, won't mention where I've been hiding