I'm fucking terrified
I see the sunshine shining like a spit to the face
I'm hearing hell's bells ringing and I think it's for me
It's almost like
I'm blind to the light
I'm seeing people all around me poppin' pills for the pain
Don't wanna try but I might cause I need an escape
I'm feeling like
There's nowhere to hide
Lying, shaking
Bones are breaking
Facing the mirror
Is too much, can't take it 'cause
I'm scared to look into my eyes
'Cause I'm afraid of what's inside
And it feels like
I've been pulled into the riptide
Going under
Don't try to tell me it's alright
I'm fucking terrified
I tried to find a prescription for the ditches I've dug
I realize my condition can't be fixed with a drug
I'm out of time
Kiss me goodbye
Body pacing
Contemplating
Facing the mirror but
I just might break it 'cause
I'm scared to look into my eyes
'Cause I'm afraid of what's inside
And it feels like
I've been pulled into the riptide
Going under
Don't try to tell me it's alright
I'm fucking terrified
I'm so fucking terrified
I'm scared to look into my eyes
'Cause I'm afraid of what's inside
And it feels like
I've been pulled into the riptide
Going under
Don't try to tell me I'm alright
I'm fucking terrified
Terrified
Don't try to tell me I'm alright
I'm so fucking terrified