BETTER 

VERSE 1

I been drinking 
cnd I've been thinking 
That maybe it's not time to fall in love yet
Maybe I need to go deep in 
Deep in on myself
cnd how I need a little help
To get back to who I'm being
Ima need more than weekend 
Need some time to really let it sink in 
Oh I for all of the days that I cried 
Till this one night I decided
I just gotta get my shit right like 


CHORUS

Girl 
You're never gonna find 
c little peace of mind 
If you don't treat  yourself betta
Girl 
You'll never be loved 
The way you deserve 
If you can't learn to love you betta
Girl 
Your never gonna change 
If you can't rearrange 
Your thoughts and keep your head up 
Girl 

VERSE 2

Thinking I was always done wrong 
Like I never had choice in it at all 
Like was I blind and didn't see the signs
and didn't chose to stay  
Damn was it all my fault 
Then I came to realize 
I use to fantasize 
Like It was never you before
In Love wit an idea after all
Wonder why every time I fall like 
Why
For all of the days that I cried 
Till this one night I decided
I just gotta get my shit right like 


CHORUS

Girl 
You're never gonna find 
c little peace of mind 
If you can't treat yourself betta
Girl 
You'll never be loved 
The way you deserve 
If you can't learn to love you betta
Girl 
Your never gonna change 
If you can't rearrange 
Your thoughts and keep your head up 
Girl 

BRIDGE

Beep beep I still don't got the keys to my Jeep
The promises I made at 18 feel like Deceit
What a crime
It's always on my mind
I said that I would  heal this shit
But never had the time
Cuz I'm always on the go
cnd I'm never solo
I'm Grateful for the highs
But I be really feeling low
Like these hoes are deranged
My mistakes are the same
It seems like life is stagnant
cnd like it will never change like

Rest
Eat
Stress
Repeat
Pain
Chains
Drowning
Deep

I'm just going wit the flow
Repetitions all I know
Feeling so insecure
But I have to finish the show
We could do this together
cin't gotta do it on my own
cnd We could all be better
But too busy throwing stones
You feeling stressed out
Like your home just not a home
Like this poem is not a poem
I promise you are not alone
It's all a facade
We all wanna be great
But the time keep slipping
cnd it's feels like it's too late
Keep going through same stress
 Just for times sake
keep eating all the same shit
Just on a different plate
Nothing is ever wrong
The win is never gone
You are just another queen
sitting on different  throne