Nobody finds me when I am hiding in myself
They try to like me when I am locked inside my brain
I see no evil
I feel no love
I fear no pain
You’re one in a million
But I was not ready to know you
I’m writing a letter to read it forever and never forget
Two lovers are dreaming, a future together, and a place to stay
But then I’m the one that blows out the cloud and walks away
I was meant to love you, my plan was to hold you, and stay awake

But now that I miss you
I think that you’re not coming back
And I try to remember every day of our past
There’s no need to remind me that I should’ve never let you go
It’s too late and I’m lonely
And there is no one else I love

How can I swear that I will be there
That I’m not failing again?
If I try to promise
I may be dishonest and guilty my friend
It’s not that I can’t
It’s not that I won’t
It’s just not the same
I want to be ready
I need to be steady
I’ll try to make amends.

But now that I miss you
I think that you’re not coming back
And I try to remember every day of our past
There’s no need to remind me that I should’ve never let you go
It’s too late and I’m lonely
And there is no one else I love