Chasing that bag, not the ones on my eyes
Saying that I'm fine but all I tell is lies
Body so tired but my brain is alive
Lay in bed at night and God knows I've tried
To get some sleep, but I guess
That I'll rest, when I'm dead
Wide awake, I'm a mess
For my strength, it's a test
It's a test, it's a test
I ain't had a good nights sleep in a couple of years, man, I wonder why
I was at a point where I couldn't even walk
Couldn't get out of bed, yet I said I was fine
Battling theses angels and demons can really take a toll on your heart and your mind
Doubling up on pills, this trazadone making me feel like I'm knocked offline
My Losartan mixing with the Traz
And a couple shots of whiskey, feels like Alcatraz, I'm trapped
Sertraline, uh, mixing with tequila
And a couple hits of reefer in the middle of Ibiza, I need her
She a keeper, I don't need no features
I'm better off alone but that shit makes it easier, this shit is getting deeper
I'm hitting up my preacher
It feels like the Devil's tryna become my teacher
He's got me
Chasing that bag, not the ones on my eyes
Saying that I'm fine but all I tell is lies
Body so tired but my brain is alive
Lay in bed at night and God knows I've tried
To get some sleep, but I guess
That I'll rest, when I'm dead
Wide awake, I'm a mess
For my strength, it's a test
Chasing that bag, not the ones on my eyes
I'm saying that I'm fine but all I tell is lies and
Body so tired but my brain is alive
I lay in bed at night and God knows I've tried
To get some sleep, but I guess
That I'll rest, when I'm dead
Wide awake, I'm a mess
For my strength, it's a test
It's a test, it's a test