Thin line between love an hate
Lived life on both sides
Two lives but not one embraced
Both filled with all lies
1 5 when I lost my faith
Ain't believe in no God
But see back then I kept up my face
Like hallelujah oh lord
I grew up in churches
Where I had a feeling
That I was the worthless
Born with a curse and
Stuck to a sin I couldn't reverse it
Begging for mercy
Praying to God the way I rehearsed it
My family chirping
Talking bout how I'm defying the verses
You know the shame
Fearing a God who would throw you flames
A story of gardens a guarding of man
Spoke to a serpent was outta the land
You know the saying
You got the wheel then it's outta ya hands
Leave it to Jesus
Cause you gotta weakness
And cannot rely on ya own understanding
That's my mental branding
That's what I was handed
That's the way to fit into my family
I ain't fit in
I been sinning
I've been sipping brandy
I've been crushing up that cinnamon
And snorting candy
I've been intimate with woman
No intent to marry
I've been counting up them digits
Make that money fastly
See the life that I was living
It aint Christian it ain't
It aint Christian it ain't

Am I a man of faith
Am I a man of faith
Am I a man who's saved
Am I a man who's
Saved

Is there a man whose safe
Is there a man whose saved
Is there a man whose safe

Darkest hour of the baby shower
Where the baby howls at the moon
Wall flower with a darker power
Where the witch is grabbing at the broom
Lights off lights off
Switched on no case
Oh lord
Ouiji board
Tryna speak to morg
You know the mortuary nice tomb
Tarot card
Flip to fate it's like marrow lost
Switch the blade when that barrow clogged
Lifestyle of the paranoid
Oh you paranoid
Afraid oh hell so you run to God
Serpent tales of that pitching fork
Thorn and nails in that blood you wash
I've seen the ultra light
I've seen the falser lights
I've seen the darkest nights
I've seen the darkest nights
I've seen the alter call
I've seen the cross of christ
I ran to alter twice
I ran to alter twice
I've seen the ultra light
I've seen the falser lights
Seen the darkest night
Seen the Martyrs eyes
Seen the cross of christ
Heard the alter call
Ran to alter twice
Drop the moldavite
A mind of Malakai
The last to testify

Is there a man whose safe
Is there a man whose saved
Is there a man whose safe
Is there a man whose saved
Is there a man with faith
Is there a man with faith
Is there a man with faith