There's a million reasons why
You should've left me behind
'Cause you're wasting all your time
Do I need to remind you?
How I never call you back
How I suck at saying sorry
Don't you think it's kinda sad? Mm

And if I was honest
I can't even promise
To be there for you
When you really need me to
It's just so ironic
How you never saw that
I do the opposite to you

All these thoughts in my head
Make it all such a mess
But you keep coming back
Thought you're smarter than that
And I wish you the best
But that's not what I am
If I were you I'd hate me
Why do you still love me?

There's nothing that could explain
How I ended up this way
But I can't just snap my fingers
To make it all okay
I should just pause for a while
Try to figure it all out
Then I might actually be the person you used to feel good around

And if I was honest
I can't even promise
To be there for you
When you really need me to
It's just so ironic
How you never saw that
I do the opposite to you

All these thoughts in my head
Make it all such a mess
But you keep coming back
Thought you're smarter than that
And I wish you the best
But that's not what I am
If I were you I'd hate me
Why do you still love me?
Why, why

Always cancel our plans
Cut you off yet again
If I were you I'd hate me
Why do you still?
And it's hard to confess
That I'm such a bad friend
Guess that's what I am
That's what I am

All these thoughts in my head
Make it all such a mess
But you keep coming back
Thought you're smarter than that
And I wish you the best
But that's not what I am
If I were you I'd hate me
Why do you still love me?
Why, why