Now I think that I have suffered too much from my own mistakes
Whole this time tried to be sorry
But I'm not sure if I am
I am afraid all the time
I am afraid every day
Always tried to make people happy
But I fail, but I failed
And I'm the only person, the only one that already feels sad
After every conversation, I regret them rest of the day
And I really want to be the person you would like, you would like
If my life was still the same then
I would die, I would die
And all those problems that I've had
Regret those things that I have said
I just cannot be that person
I just want to say goodbye
And all those problems that you've had
Just give me a hug, you'll be okay
Oh, why I can't be fine
Why I can't be fine
Why I can't be fine
Oh, why I can't just lie
And forget about
And forget about this day
I cared about you whole this time, don't want to lose you now
I had problems with my life
I have problems, I'm not fine
With anxieties I try to defeat, but I think I lost that fight
Everybody hates me now
I try not to lose my mind
Making friendship with the wrong people wasted my entire life
I really want to have someone I could rely on when I'm down
Now I want you to be happy
If I die
If I die!
And all those problems that I've had
Regret those things that I have said
I just cannot be that person
I just want to say goodbye
And all those problems that you've had
Just give me a hug, you'll be okay
All my friends were getting toxic
But now I'm fine
Now I'm fine!
Now I'm fine, now I'm fine
Now I'm fine, now I'm fine
Now I'm fine
Now I'm fine, now I'm fine
Now I'm fine, now I'm fine
Now I'm fine, now I'm fine
Am I?