I just feel pretty lost right now
Thought by now I'd have something figured out
I'm only here through all the choices I choose
It's like everyday's the same, I feel I'm stuck in a loop
And I just feel pretty lost right now
Thought by now I'd have something figured out
I'm only here through all the choices I choose
It's like everyday's the same, I feel I'm stuck in a loop
And I always start things but never finish them
I get distracted a lot and procrastinate like I've got no interest
And I rely on Auto-Correct to spell things for me
Like putting pen to paper is it an S or a C?
And my love life is none existent
I'd love to be the kind of guy who can just fuck and never catch a feeling
But that's just not me
I start to fantasise and think of everything that we could be
And I just want a wife but I don't want to talk to anybody
I've got so much love to give, just let me waste it on somebody
But I'm scared to show my heart and become vulnerable again
I swear I'll lose it if I hear "Let's just be friends" again
I cry more than I thought a man of my age would
When I was a kid I thought that being an adult would be so good
But I still feel like a kid with just more years to my name
I wonder how everybody seems to stay so sane
I just feel pretty lost right now
Thought by now I'd have something figured out
I'm only here through all the choices I choose
It's like everyday's the same, I feel I'm stuck in a loop
And I don't go out cos I feel anxious when I talk to people
I'm like an extroverted introvert and nothing's simple
I have days when I feel like I've figured everything out
And other days when I feel scared to even leave the house
And I will daydream when someone's literally talking to me
It's like "Sorry, what was that? I wasn't listening"
'Cause I get nervous, sweaty and my head starts to spin
I almost never feel comfortable in the situations I'm in
It seems like everybody else is having sex but me
And I know where I'm going wrong, guess it's a confidence thing
And I won't lie, I'm insecure about the size of my dick
But I've been told that it's alright and that I know how to use it
I wake in cold sweats, probably because of the stress
And every hour I'm wondering "Am I doing my best?"
And I know I go on social media way too much
And compare my life to posts and stories that are just made up
I just feel pretty lost right now
Thought by now I'd have something figured out
I'm only here through all the choices I choose
It's like everyday's the same, I feel I'm stuck in a loop
It feels like everyone around me has their life figured out
I'm fighting demons in my head that just won't calm down
I have a problem actually just saying "no" to people
And I'm bad at setting boundaries that I know will protect my feelings
And I'll stare in the mirror longer than I probably should
Finding every imperfection just to not feel good
And I will stare at my phone until my fucking eyes burn
Knowing that I should go to bed but one more clip won't hurt
I'll wear odd socks if I can't find a pair
And I worry that the best thing about me is my hair
I think I hide away as a form of protecting myself
I'm in a job that I don't like because it pays for my rent
I'll tidy my room for it to just get messy two days later
I feel like I struggle even asking people for a favour
'Cause I feel like I'm a hassle or I'm becoming a burden
I'm always pressuring myself that I should be a better person
But
I just feel pretty lost right now
Thought by now I'd have something figured out
I'm only here through all the choices I choose
It's like everyday's the same, I feel I'm stuck in a loop
And I just feel pretty lost right now
Thought by now I'd have something figured out
I'm only here through all the choices I choose
It's like everyday's the same, I feel I'm stuck in a loop