It's starting to become my best friend
Video calls homes miles apart and with no end
The family is growing without me. I'm not becoming the person I want to see
Penning any memories so there's a paper trail to who I want to be
Praying someday I'll wake up get to where the pain was
Before it gets to me first
When I'm finally home if there is a light out there
With my name in its star sign I'll be waiting to go
To be with the ones I looked up to
They'll be there to see "my how you've grown!"
And when I'm finally get there
When I lived all my whole life I'll be waiting for you
To live it with you all after life
After life
When it finally gets lighter outside
Will I be ready
To be there for all those on my mind?
All the same jokes you've heard from me before
But shouted and screamed in your face at my show
If you never laughed you never know
The sadness I own not knowing
When I'll be home if there is a light out there
With my name in its star sign I'll be waiting to go
To be with the ones I looked up to
They'll be there to see "my how you've grown!"
And when I'm finally get there
When I lived all my whole life I'll be waiting for you
To live it with you all after life
After life
Will I still be waiting
To see your faces in the same room?
If there's a chance you won't be I'd follow you.
Will I get to see you
Growing up and going grey?
I've cancelled all my plans with death to be there with you
I'm starting to forget about the end
And when we finally go