I'm looking back at myself, then I look at you; I see how life has been.
I have hurt myself, and I've hurt you too; I think we deserved it.
They all say I've changed; I'd like to be different, to leave behind what I did.
So what's the meaning of everything you've lived? If we never learn from it.

Waking up, and my head sores
And all the hate i have, the pain, just get worse
Everywhere i go, i can't help but feel alone
Look at me, in every sense i'm just a ghost
The memories don't fade, they won't let me see
I won't forget none of us and what we lived
You're not like me, i wish you'll never be
I can't love me but i wish you did

It's so easy to remember and think what i could've changed
In my daydreams i still see your faces
You've ever remember and wish you were still there?
Never losing your way, never losing your friends
Failing at everything you wanted to be
Realizing you're useless at everything
Growing up and being someone, we all aim for it
But some of us were not meant for this

I'm looking back at myself, then I look at you; I see how life has been.
I have hurt myself, and I've hurt you too; I think we deserved it.
They all say I've changed; I'd like to be different, to leave behind what I did.
So what's the meaning of everything you've lived? If we never learn from it.

We're gonna end up in hell; I'm not leaving you; I'll take you with me.
Hey, can you feel my despair? Does it hurt you too? I'll make you remember this.
Why are you smiling? You've caused this; I won't let you forget me.
Love, you're full of it, but do you deserve it? We're both dying here