I been going through some thangs
So much on my brain
Just hoping it would change
Change

I been going through some thangs
So much on my brain
Seem like all I feel is pain
Pain

I been going through some thangs
Don't know what to do
Just looking for a clue
Oooo

I been going through some thangs
Going through em
Going through some thangs
Going though em
I been going through some

Pain

Yeah

Going through it everyday
Close my eyes pray everyday
Hoping I could wish it all away
But that ain't how it work from my way
No tears, wipe those away
No fears, nope not today

Mama sick, something gotta shake
Dog sick, see it in his face
Girl down, hear it when she talk
Most times I don't wanna talk

Let me chill, my mind going left
Doing right, I got nothing left
Feel like it's just me And myself
Mentally I'm losing my health
Helping others killing myself

But I'm strong, gotta help the rest
Time in, barely getting rest
Can I die and still save the world
GOD's son my mama wear pearls
Stand still my head start to twirl
Screaming loud but nobody heard
Probably cause I never said a word

I been going through some thangs
So much on my brain
Just hoping it would change
Change

I been going through some thangs
So much on my brain
Seem like all I feel is pain
Pain

I been going through some thangs
Don't know what to do
Just looking for a clue
Oooo

I been going through some thangs
Going through em
Going through some thangs
Going though em
I been going through some

I talk to my nephew more than my niece
Problem with that, he barely speak
I try to talk with her but it never work
Bro think I don't care and it kinda hurt

Some things I can't change but I do my best
Feel nobody knows the pain in my chest
It could worse, I know people depressed
When life feel too much, I just think of the less

Less that I had when I came into life
Struggles we had and all of the strife
Tensions so big you can with a knife
But when I was young I just thought it was life

Yeah
Being broke without a dad

The life that everyone that I knew had

The pains I didn't know from when I was young
Now I hold inside until I'm numb
The unconscious demons from my youth
I only true release when in the booth

So here I just bleed

As I let out my truth

I been going through some thangs
So much on my brain
Just hoping it would change
Change

I been going through some thangs
So much on my brain
Seem like all I feel is pain
Pain

I been going through some thangs
Don't know what to do
Just looking for a clue
Oooo

I been going through some thangs
Going through em
Going through some thangs
Going though em
I been going through some