Tides of dried up sea
Bring sunk parts of me
I don’t wanna see
We were happy
I was counting days till the last light in the string lights was down
And the roses once white turned dead autumn brown
Waiting for the sun to set not leaving me your afterglow
Till you smiled and said "That is the way to go!"
I can’t help stopping by your house to take a couple hundred drags
I was saving all of me in a small piggy bank
Now who am supposed to shatter it for
I don’t know anymore
I’m spending my, I'm spending my black and white life
Before it was "you and I" life, I was a spectrum everyone gazed at
I’m 20 million degrees Fahrenheit sun that's stuck in the twilight
Now you’re a spectrum, and now you’re gazed at
Now, now, now
Now you’re a spectrum, and now you’re gazed at
I’m the brightest kid on innocently looking school days
Then I fizzle out and don’t graduate
All the way behind you, watching you collecting the stars
When I’m besieged by an army of question marks
Well, they say, that the hindsight’s 20/20
Till the fatal day you are blind before you’re lonely
But I never prayed not to be nothing but the shirt that you wear
I forecast your affair, and while you're walking on air
I’m spending my, I'm spending my black and white life
Before it was "you and I" life, I was a spectrum everyone gazed at
I’m 20 million degrees Fahrenheit sun that's stuck in the twilight
Now you’re a spectrum, and now you’re gazed at
Now, now, now
Now you’re a spectrum, and now you’re gazed at
And I would cut you to
Take me out of you
Green with envy
You are happy