I'm critically wounded with no motherfuckin' bandages
I feel the heat get hotter, satin's hell is what I'm landin' in
I'm doin' what I'm doin' cause nobody else can handle it
I'm runnin' in a zone where you'd die
Just for standin' in, I'm never gonna stop until my body fuckin' drops
Leave me in the lake of fire, let my body rot
Don't want nobody savin' me, this is where I belong
I got nothing to lose, I'm gonna let it all fall
I'm full of hate and madness, suffocate, attacks of panic
From the times my heart's been damaged, for me I'm my only challenge
My depression's fuckin' manic, seeing figures, schizophrenic
I'll still suffer the heavens, forgive me lord, I'm repentin
I'm never gonna stop until my body fuckin' drops
Leave me in the lake of fire, let my body rot
Don't want nobody savin' me, this is where I belong
I got nothing to lose, I'm gonna let it all fall
My attitude is fuck you, there is nowhere to run to
Stomped upon his face, now I got shit stains on my shoes
Hundreds of blades that I brought to a gunfight
Always seem to fuck up, but you can't see that I even tried
Mama hates the way that I live
I'm dangerous to myself, but she doesn't know it
Horrific past, but I stay really intimate
Cause when I spoke out, nobody was listenin
Don't know how much longer that I can handle it
Only 22 and my success is only tragic shit
Lost some friends and to my family, I'm only an ATM
Being at the top alone is not how I imagined it
But here I am, bitch
I could kill myself tomorrow and you wouldn't try to stop it
But when you see me in your dreams, no apologies
Promise I won't be the same person you'll see a freak