What a shame that the drugs wore off
Bite down just to feel more pain
Withdrawals in a parking lot
I Should've called it off
I Should've used my brain

But Can you blame me for the shit in my head?
Like god I'm better off dead
I had a point but I lost it

So maybe all I have is paranoia
And I'm just tryna fill the void
Cheap fixes paper thin
I'm one step from caving in
There's monsters in my head I should've warned yah

Outta cash
Needle on the dash
Only seeing red
God swear I'd rather crash
On my Deathbed I should've gone home
Take a deep breathe try to stand on my own
HARD LUCK
Shoulda gave a fuck cuz I'm neck deep now in papercuts
And it's rough
I don't no need crutch
I've got Enough Bad habits for both us

So maybe all I have is paranoia
And I'm just tryna fill the void
Cheap fixes paper thin
I'm one step from caving in, yeah
Is it the monsters in my head?

I don't even wanna talk about it
Cuz maybe I could never live without it
I need the feeling in my veins or I'll never Be the same and you'll never know my name

So maybe all I have is paranoia
And I'm just tryna fill the void
Cheap fixes paper thin
I'm one step from caving in, yeah
Is it the monsters in my head?