Forever
Hey babe
Yeah?
I love you
I love you too
I'll never leave you
AC
Looking way back at our past
& Remembering what we used to be
A family or at least it had felt
As if we were, a family
But I guess that was never meant to be
Burning up these photos like lost memories
This feeling really hurts when you feel like this
Feeling like this is it, feeling like this is the one
I wish I woke up from this before it was too late, mm
I guess I was too late, I gave you everything
But damn girl, like I, should have known
You were just using me
Now I'm tryna recover, from all of this mess
From all of this stress
& I'm tryna process what was left out
& Address the fact that you would just bailout
& I know I said I wouldn't get far in how I felt with
What I dealt with
But I think the vulnerable side of me
Will show help the other side of me
That no one's ever seen
It makes you wonder why it starts to get lonely
The thought is depressing
More than a wifey, you were my bestie
And when we're outta line, it starts to get messy
& Every single time I think about you
It leaves me lost and confused
Broken and bruised, misplaced and used
Toxic relation, with no foundation
Lots of frustration
& No consideration of any sort of communication
We could never sit down and keep a straight conversation
Our relation is out of rotation
& Somewhere we've lost our connection
We had lost each other in this translation
& These memories will always be here
& I want you to get that clear, question though?
Why you always tryna pick a fight with me
I don't know what it is that you want from me
& My flow switch up like what you did to me
& These feelings will always be trapped
Deep down, cut deep
& You'll always be running up that steep hill
To find something new, that will
Fill your heart up but hold up
Before you burn up
Let's take a step back for a moment to reflect
Where we were once at
Matter of fact
This makes me wonder if this love
Is even worth fighting for
Becoming misguided
It makes you wonder how we even collided
& I knew when it was over
I needed to move on, I had to stay strong
I had to stay focused on myself for a while
I open my mind to a different perspective
I took this music straight to the heart
& Wrote down how I felt, between you & I
It's real funny though
Cuz now you won't ever see the man I've become
How dumb of me to waste my time
By taking a minute to stick around
Knowing it was coming to an end
But damn girl I still held on
Hoping we could work things out
Before we fell out
But we never got that far, did we?
I mean I gave you all of me
I gave you the world
& Then you leave me in the summer of July
Without out a reply, sayin' it's over, over some text?
It's like you couldn't even say it to my face
Wow, I mean it's whatever
I needed to move on and take some space
Out of this place
So that's when things began to get serious
I needed to move on & continue this music, cuz I
Couldn't let you get in the way of my life
& I'm sorry if I was never good enough for you
Or maybe that wasn't the real issue
Maybe you just didn't see my true value
& Out of everything we have been through
It just had seemed to have fazed right through you
Trying to see the truth behind the lies
& As the time flies
We will never see each other's eyes the same
As the very first time, we had met
& So I guess this is it, this will be the last
The last that I'll ever see you