Oops, made a mistake again
Didn't confess and I hate your friends
We never talk,
How's it been?
I've been sitting on this bed watching nothing pass
My room is a mess, my life is worse
A mass pulling me down
Nothing but a frown, all damn day
Always stay quiet cuz I always got nothing to say
I'm like "did you move on?"
I'm too shy
Never like a ninja, I'm not sly
I'm starting to realize that you'll never be mine
But I'm putting that aside, can you look in my eyes?
I feel agony and everything bad
Everything that's happening, it's making me mad
But when I think of everything that we could've had,
All of those fake memories just make me feel sad
Oops, made a mistake again
I didn't confess and i hate your friends
We never talk
But I know that I'm worse
No one appreciates me for what I am worth
I've been think about you while describing my hurt
And I do all these things just to try to be yours
Staring at the ceiling just makes me so bored
8 hours a day looking straight at a board
So I daydream about memories that we could've had
Stuff like, running through thick-cut grass
Your gravity pulling me in like heavy mass
12 hours a day I just hide behind a mask
Been thinking about these times that you could've laughed
But now were alone and just violent thoughts left
I tried to stay strong for you in these troubling times
But now when I talk to you, I still wanna die