Ah ah ah

How do I tell you that I lost my brother last night
How do I tell you that my chick left for another guy
How do I tell you that I'm lacking in my confidence
Because each time you see me you think I was badly raised

Sativa Sativa
She's the only one I'm puffing all day
She's the only one I'm trusting each day
'Cause every time I feel the pain
She's the only one that takes away
Alcohol Alcohol
You are right beside me when I call
I fall down but still you lift me up
Man you showed me I could dance
Even when my life was out of songs
Oh Lord Have mercy
I don't want this but I'm out of choice
I need you mercy

Tell me
What do you see when you look at me
What is it that you are thinking when you think of me
Let's be real, I lost my dad when I was seventeen
No funerals he didn't die, he abandoned me
Okay now what's the love of a mother like
Can't relate, I'm used to smoke drinks and brothel life
Don't get me wrong I want the brighter life
Discrimination makes me feel a different kind of vibe
If you don't have love
How do you expect me to believe your savior is real
If you fight for god
Why I need your god when you are right here, beside me

Sativa Sativa
She's the only one I'm puffing all day
She's the only one I'm trusting each day
'Cause every time I feel the pain
She's the only one that takes away
Alcohol Alcohol
You are right beside me when I call
I fall down but still you lift me up
Man you showed me I could dance
Even when my life was out of songs
Oh Lord Have mercy
I don't want this but I'm out of choice
I need you mercy

They tell us we should dream big
Said the sky's our limit
Mama I wanna be this
Who you think you're kidding
Had dreams to be a baller
Now I'm typing some letters
I'm at my desk asking God would this be forever
Sometimes we say that you're my brotherman my sister mi
Public allegiance but frenemies
I'm your color so why hate on me
Do you see lions eating lions
We the power race
We should never treat each other with disdain
Validation from westerners should never be our aim
Politicians deceive, destinies they will kill
Let our minds be woke for they will say
I'm for everybody, I'm for nobody
Just the latter is real, our reality
Issues upon issues, now we needing tissues
Man I cannot take it anymore

Sativa Sativa
She's the only one I'm puffing all day
She's the only one I'm trusting each day
'Cause every time I feel the pain
She's the only one that takes away
Alcohol Alcohol
You are right beside me when I call
I fall down but still you lift me up
Man you showed me I could dance
Even when my life was out of songs
Oh Lord Have mercy
I don't want this but I'm out of choice
I need you mercy

Ah ah ah