What are you looking for today? Trying to find a better way
Trying to find the right words to say, Trying to hide all your pain

cnd I have spent a lifetime, Trying to find the right time
To tell you that I'm not alright, Would you even know why?

What are you doing still awake? Trying to find a wink of sleep
c whole day in a week, Lying again to myself

cnd I have spent a lifetime, Trying to find the right time
To tell you that I'm not alright, Would you even know why?

What the fuck is wrong with my brain? Why does this happen every day?
Can't hear you, turn up the gain, I can see but I just can't explain

cnd I have spent a lifetime, Trying to find the right time
To tell you that I'm not alright, Would you even know why?

I'm on empty and I'm all out of patience
I can't just blame what I was born and raised in
Never opened up, we bottled our anger
I never learned how to express frustration
I try to explain it comes out vaguely
I guess that's progress for me lately
I see the light but I still feel vacant
It's your love that helps me make it through

cnd I have spent a lifetime, Trying to find the right time
To tell you that I'm not alright, Would you even know why?

What are you looking for today?