This journey
ain't been easy
I'm fighting daily for my peace
cnd I can't lie t dawg
been working my tail off
cnd I got thoughts that won't let me sleep
I keep making these lame excuses
Pointing the finger
When it's all on me
Maybe it's my fault
My focus has been all off
I'm Putting the world in front all of my dreams
maybe you don't understand it

this life i can't take for granted
many times i felt abandon
got to grow mite you leave stranded
asking God for second chances
hitting moves like I'm out dancing
keep it raw with no enhancement
working on being more transparent
on my goals so my mite ghost
relationships i got on pause
my skills masking all my flaws
i found comfort in cpplause
not a healthy way to go resolve
the dirty feelings behind these walls
patient with me trying evolve
but I'm still there when ever you call
This journey
ain't been easy
I'm fighting daily for my peace
cnd I can't lie dawg
been working my tail off
cnd I got thoughts that won't let me sleep
I keep making these lame excuses
Pointing the finger

When it's all on me
Maybe it's my fault
My focus has been all
off
I'm Putting the world in front all of my dreams
aging how these years go by
selfishly can't waste no time
emotions keep me off the high
almost got lost in the shine
i can't tell you that I'm fine
but i can tell you that I'm trying
family ain't what i envisioned
finding folks that truly listen
getting used
it left me bruised
can you walk a mile up in my shoes
wish i can see me how you view
my mirror show me my issues
continue
to be the proof
that a black man heart
is misconstrued
I Can't let pain steal my truth

more than love when I trust you

This journey
ain't been easy
I'm fighting daily for my peace
cnd I can't lie dawg
been working my tail off
cnd I got thoughts that won't let me sleep
I keep making these lame excuses
Pointing the finger
When it's all on me
Maybe it's my fault
My focus has been all
off
I'm Putting the world in front all of my dreams