I don't feel like shooting the video, it's too late
And why would I pretend like a bastard? (Ah, yes)
That's the question
Apart from money, do I really have other reasons?
I admit that I feel stuck
In the lands of Anjou, I find it hard to breathe
The place doesn't even matter
I feel like no matter where I am, I'm not there

We call this "depression", I have all the symptoms
And this, since I was little
I call this "adult life", it's been years
That it's been poisoning me

Not easy to make friends, when you're known, you're stuck
You're arrogant when you say you're proud to have made a breakthrough
Always in doubt when you meet a cool guy
Is he as much because he wants to fill his pockets?
Eyes glued to my phone, eh
All day, I can't do without it, eh
The stats have dropped, my ego is broken
I have a stomach ache, it won't stop

We call this "depression", I have all the symptoms
And this, since I was little
I call this "adult life", it's been years
That it's been poisoning me (yeah yeah yeah)

Why should I continue all this?
It's all new, no example in front of me
I think everyone has their place, here below
But why is mine so uncomfortable?
Don't want to do feats with people as stupid
Ready to do anything to replenish the coffers
Who pay for their house (yes, ah, yes)
That's the reason
The one that pushes them to screw you to perfection
I have a dream job, it's true (but)
I don't feel the benefits
Apart from the money, ah yes, it's true (yes)
I'm solo to spend it

We call this "depression", I have all the symptoms
And this, since I was little
I call this "adult life", it's been years
That it's been poisoning me

Still at the beginning of the adventure
And yet, time has passed
I started in my car
And I was really detached
Normal when you leave everything
You only expect one thing, it's views
Once you have them
You realize that you were ridiculous (yes, ah yes)
All this weakens me
Three years in the business and I end up in therapy
No shame to have
I don't do this for fame or glory
I just want people to realize
That by cutting anyone
It's funny for two seconds except when it's you

We call this "depression", I have all the symptoms
And this, since I was little
I call this "adult life", it's been years
That it's been poisoning me
We call this "depression", I have all the symptoms
And this, since I was little
I call this "adult life", it's been years
That it's been poisoning me

Are you surprised, you thought you knew me?
You're too naive, it's just the internet
Your favorite influencer
Is probably not who he claims to be
Convey beautiful messages
Defend causes on social networks
Pay attention to his image
Everything is cute and everything is beautiful
We have the perfect display
Of the YouTuber who flatters his ego
I can't stand this gap anymore
Between their actions and their words

We call this "depression", I have all the symptoms
And this, since I was little
I call this "adult life", it's been years
That it's been poisoning me
We call this "depression", I have all the symptoms
And this, since I was little
I call this "adult life", it's been years
That it's been poisoning me

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