I'm here to break the ice, my feelings freeze
I'm getting out of here, my heart is breaking
People around me disappoint, don't blame me if I leave
I'm going in circles in vices but all this, it tires me
In my gaze you read, I see my tears flowing
I see your demons screaming and every night I'm drunk
Day by day I destroy myself
I have nothing left to lose, nothing left to give
I gave you my two hands you amputated them
No trust in anyone, I feel abandoned
And nights I've roamed while reflecting
I managed to keep my path, the ground is slippery

My eyes are tired, I give everything in my songs
I want to change my ideas, they are too dark
You never guided me, you just put me in the shadow
Am I talking to myself? Am I talking to my grave?
When I get up I fall, it hurts, I tremble
What's the point of talking if you're not going to act?
What's the point of loving me if the idea is to leave
If the idea is to hate me?
It's the end of the game, the end of the game
I'm drowning in the bottle, I forget in the weed
I'm slowly destroying myself and maybe that's better
Maybe it's bad, there was empathy
I learned to dream without even realizing
In your eyes I read
I never told you
I never told you

Leaving here is the life I dream of
I feel like I'm dead, it's strange
All my stories end in hate
I can't understand
Leaving here is the life I dream of
I feel like I'm dead, it's strange
All my stories end in hate
I can't understand
All my stories end in hate
It's not the life I dream of
Not the life I dream of, not the life I dream of

So many things to say before leaving
I know she adores me, yes, it attracts me
I look at the world and it saddens me, yes it makes me sad
I lost the chip I lost my friends for music
I gained enemies because they envy me
You want to give love then send
And I don't see you
In fact I feel alone and you know there are reasons
I have mom who resonates with me, I answer in my songs
On my sounds I surprise myself, it's hate, emotion
I've already hit rock bottom and I felt stupid in front of myself
And my life is a chain of problems
If I could go back I would have done things better
But if I had gone back I wouldn't be here
I have my reasons my wrongs, I have visions of death
I'm sitting by the sea and I'm moving away from the shit
I need to get some air, to have no thought
When I think about the future I come back to my past
It's bottles on bottles and packs on packs
In my head it's cogitating, how do I make money?
And you talk about me but I don't understand
And I don't answer you're not worth it
You know my love my heart is broken
I've already done the tour I come back to the start
I'm waiting for it to come but you know it hurts
You can give them everything it ends badly
In your eyes I read, I never told you

Leaving here is the life I dream of
I feel like I'm dead, it's strange
All my stories end in hate
I can't understand
Leaving here is the life I dream of
I feel like I'm dead, it's strange
All my stories end in hate
I can't understand
All my stories end in hate
It's not the life I dream of
Not the life I dream of, not the life I dream of
It's not the life I dream of, not the life I dream of
Leaving here is the life I dream of
I feel like I'm dead, it's strange
All my stories end in hate
I can't understand
Not the life I dream of

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