I turned the page, fell from a floor
Alone like a stranger who wanted to change everything
I'm, a bit like a mess
I could tidy everything up but I really don't want to

I've already thought about a lot of bottles that inhabit me
Life is not so simple especially when the past gets angry
The more I move forward the more I fade, everything melts like ice
Memories very far away when I smiled like a child
Today I feel so empty, I'm afraid of losing everything over time

I see mom getting older, I'm afraid she'll drift away
That she haunts me every night, that she takes me into the dark
And even if I have the money, I wouldn't buy the tears
I don't want her to die before but I know she thinks the same

I messed everything up I know, she tells me it's just a test
that it's normal to be hurt, now I've drunk too much I'm pouring myself another
Every night I think about my sister, that I have to save them from misery
Not long ago I was telling myself, that I would end up alone without R

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