I can't sleep anymore, I drink too much
My memories are hurting me
I'm trying to get better, I'm drawing a line
I drank my bottle in one gulp
And I'm not moving forward, I'm going backwards

I'm staggering, I'm making little tubes
to feel better
I want to go very far and never come back
And never tell you again that I love you so much
You don't know the story
and I miss my dad
And my mom haunts me
I know she's sick but I keep lying
I'm getting by, I want to leave
and forget everything like a walking dead
Since she's not here anymore, I'm not doing so well
I consume a lot like a sick human

I have so many scars, no, it's not repairable
I rap every day like a fucking crazy
I fucking missed everything I wanted to do
Sweating, on the forehead, I have the iron
I hesitate to shoot to end the shit
Alcohol, pills, don't remove my problems

There will be no poems, oh fuck, Klem
I'm so angry, me
I didn't want to do all this and not end up alone
Now I'm alone in the dark, ideas that kill me
I didn't close my eyes, I just closed my heart
Every day, I fuck myself over a fucking grudge
Yet, I, basically have a fucking big heart
I'm lost as fuck, I'm rolling a fucking big joint
Yeah

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