Often I wonder how the earth turns
I need space, I don't know how to do it
I have to get out, I have to get some air
I have too many anxieties, I want to silence them

Often I wonder how the earth turns
I need space, I don't know how to do it
I have to get out, I have to get some air
I have too many anxieties, I want to silence them

I have no ties, no dreams and I do everything backwards
At home, it's sink or swim and I never look back
I didn't ask to come into the world and all my emotions are confused
I write some crappy texts, timed to the beep of the microwave
And I'm hungry yeah, I take everything that's given to me
A bit beastly yeah, I collect them
I don't give a damn about your opinion, not here to make friends
I want my VIP square and the villa in Miami
I'm afraid of everything, of us but especially of me
And in my body, everything is burning, hard to get out of my bubble
The same scenes looping in my head
That's why we go out, we party
I'm in a damn vicious circle
I live as if there were no stakes

But I'm tired
I go to bed late I get up late, yeah
I live out of sync
And I don't feel good anywhere

Often I wonder how the earth turns
I need space, I don't know how to do it
I have to get out, I have to get some air
I have too many anxieties, I want to silence them

Often I wonder how the earth turns
I need space, I don't know how to do it
I have to get out, I have to get some air
I have too many anxieties, I want to silence them

What's the purpose of my existence
Do you know why I was born?
I don't trust myself
Why every time I see the void, I want to jump (it's nervous, I swear)
I loved people who didn't love themselves
If you're not comfortable in your skin, it's not my problem
I have enough troubles to deal with, every day fight with myself
To have success or to love you? Always the same dilemma
In my family, they all went crazy from screaming at each other
Tell me how marriage, children can destroy everything like a shell
I hope it's not hereditary
Curse and fuck your mother
Every night, I have the same nightmare
I wake up, I can't play the guitar anymore

No, don't leave me
Don't leave me alone, no
I could hurt myself
And I still have a lot of things to live before the shroud

Often I wonder how the earth turns
I need space, I don't know how to do it
I have to get out, I have to get some air
I have too many anxieties, I want to silence them

Often I wonder how the earth turns
I need space, I don't know how to do it
I have to get out, I have to get some air
I have too many anxieties, I want to silence them

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