AWA the mafia, my nigga

If I speak up, I risk being silenced
Too much info about me, I risk losing everything
I'm going to hold back my words, I'm going to think about this mess
I'm afraid to say things they'd like to twist
It's humor when it suits you
It's waiting when it bothers you
The problem isn't the mix
You need to know who you hang out with
Talk about me (yeah) talk about me
Spread your stories, to gain hope

Only the future will tell us
I want to count my victories (yeah)
I anticipate the turn
I don't want to see certain faces anymore
Always very confident in appearance, deep down I don't know much
How many wounds do I carry, battered like an all-terrain vehicle
I preferred mountain biking, didn't like the VTC
Too tight in your parties, too stressed in your dinners

Control, I try without knowing what is in store for us
Without knowing what preserves us
I took it upon myself without a method

I take it upon myself (it's not my fault)
I'm destabilized (it's not my fault)
I didn't come to socialize (it's not my fault)
I want to make a profit (it's not my fault)
So I take it upon myself, even traumatized (it's not my fault)
I've been around, I'm tired (it's not my fault)
I'm going to leave, you'll have to get used to it (it's not my fault)

The harder my words, the tougher I become
The more certain my choices, the more regrets chase me
We've been around, we didn't take turns
Respect the codes, we didn't go up in the towers
Integrity problem, I'm always close to the opposite
Dignity problem, I have a hard time saying "I love you"
I prefer to stay away from you, away from everything, the less I suffer
I prefer to stay alone, without you, I suffocate
Suffering is taboo, marked like a tattoo
Big guy, there are no more U-turns, anyway I'm better when I'm alone
I'm lost at the crossroads, even drier than in an oven
My eyes no longer cry at all
The glass is empty, time is running out

Control, I try without knowing what is in store for us
Without knowing what preserves us
I took it upon myself without a method

I take it upon myself (it's not my fault)
I'm destabilized (it's not my fault)
I didn't come to socialize (it's not my fault)
I want to make a profit (it's not my fault)
So I take it upon myself, even traumatized (it's not my fault)
I've been around, I'm tired (it's not my fault)
I'm going to leave, you'll have to get used to it (it's not my fault)

VIEW ORIGINAL LYRICS