I wonder what people think of me
I have sad evenings here without my cold
Lost in my thoughts you ask what's wrong
But I don't open up to anyone and I'll make a mistake with you
I want to go high without thinking about anything anymore
I want to have a revenge from these people
So many double faces it seems like carnival
People don't count a shit but they hurt me
I'm full of walls I have heavy thoughts
I smile a little with everyone but I hide a thousand cries
When I walk by foot the good memories re-emerge
When I was a child and I didn't have regrets yet
Now if I look around I only have fake friends
And you get mad at me
Because I don't answer you if I'm out with the boys
But I do it for you I dream of a future and I write pieces
Yah yah

I don't cause trouble I'm calm I'm in my own
Friends left me without even saying goodbye
Closed in this winter it seems like a cage and god
Doesn't help me and my friends so I'm trying
I don't cause trouble I'm calm I'm in my own
Friends left me without even saying goodbye
Closed in this winter it seems like a cage and god
Doesn't help me and my friends so I'm trying

I'm higher than these buildings
Lost in this city full of troubles
Even if the world collapses on me
I get up every time I can
I'm higher than these buildings
Lost in this city full of troubles
I've been behind you but now
It's right that I also think about myself

It's windy here on the balcony it's 2 at night
I still feel the cold inside and most of the time
I keep it to myself I stay quiet as if it wasn't there
But sometimes I feel it close as if it was talking
I try to speak clearly to make myself understood
You know that even in roses there are thorns
It's just a saying but I say think
That even who seems the best can be shit
I often think about it
You compete to see who is more gangsta as if it made sense
But a big part of you is g only on insta
I don't even look at you anymore you all pretend
I wonder why many
Don't have a shit in their head but they want to make money
Instead, I chase my dream I want to be different
You can feel my hunger in every verse
Because I'm looking for a victory but so far I've only lost
If I think back to me like a year ago
If it wasn't for this stuff I wouldn't be here
Because I've grown a lot I've made steps forward
Now I'm determined I do a thousand hustles
If I think back to me like two months ago
I've been very bad I disappointed dad
I was sad closed in the room and I said you know what
Dad I'll make you proud trust me

I'm higher than these buildings
Lost in this city full of troubles
Even if the world collapses on me
I get up every time I can
I'm higher than these buildings
Lost in this city full of troubles
I've been behind you but now
It's right that I also think about myself

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