I been looking for the reasons that I got to live
I can't find nothing, everything seems to go to shit
It all seems it's not worth it, it all seems as worthless
Break my walls so I create, I do it all with bliss
(Know that I am trying though
If I can't make it I'm still broke
And I fall out in pieces, but just know it is all worth it hoe
I'm loathing in my worthless hope
I'm boasting in my merciless notes
Forever suicidal, life goes down an endless fucking rope)
All the happiness begins to become something special
I'm pulling on the trigger while my foot is on the pedal
It always never is enough, that's why I taste the metal
I'm giving up my shit, bitch I'm ready to beat my level
(Another fucking beat I kill, yet im still sad
Looking at life thru a mirror, everything so bad
It's all crumbling down to something I wish I never had
I'm breaking all in pieces, I can't find where my mind at)
They say it's always greener on the other fucking side
But I been on both ends and I still wanna fucking die
This never ending pain is only numb the days I'm high
Maybe I will see more of it the day I close my eyes
(Death is but a treasure when I am not on my phone
I'm an addict to every thing that I fucking own
I just want It all to stop, it never really goes
Sink me deep into the depths while I am rotting bone)