I know it's ugly
Cuz how you judge me
I know it's ugly
Cuz how you judge me
We're never gonna leave this place
We're never gonna leave this place
We're never gonna leave this place
We're never gonna leave this place
Swimming in murky water
We don't gotta drown together
Let the waves clean your self-respect
All they've done is clean you of your honor
And I can't direct you when you know where to go
Only one of us follows when the wind blows
And I know when you're lying cuz you start to choke
I'm all out of breath, chasing bills to outrun debt
I know it's ugly
Know it's ugly
Know it's ugly, No
I know it's ugly
Know it's ugly
Know it's ugly, No
I know it's ugly
Cuz how you judge me
All the trauma that comes and I fold
Summertime comes around and I'm cold
Are flowers meant for the deceased?
Do you want them received?
Are they even meant for me?
Wanted to make grandad proud
But he's no longer around
I know it's ugly
Know it's ugly
Know it's ugly, No
I know it's ugly
Know it's ugly
Know it's ugly, No
I know it's ugly
Cuz how you judge me
All I could ask is for you to have my back
I turned to you and I got stabbed
And I struggle with trust
And I struggle with love
Living by the blade you get cut
Like my ties ain't severed enough
So many bombshells dropped
I live in the fallout
Communications been blocked
So I can't call out