They tryna mess up my mood, I'm tryna keep my cool
I'm not in the mood, I don't wanna speak to you
Y'all don't know what I've been through
It's just so much I've been through
So many things that I've seen
Things that you wouldn't believe

But they tryna mess up my mood, I'm tryna keep my cool
I'm not in the mood, I don't wanna speak to you
Y'all don't know what I've been through
It's just so much I've been through
So many things that I've seen
Things that you wouldn't believe

I done seen so many things, things that I wish I ain't seen
I done seen people deceased, they visit me in my dreams
My mama kissed me on my cheek, then I woke up from my dream
My mom been dead for two years, my brother it's been a few weeks
Was just on the phone with God, he told me I don't got no time to be weak
They don't wanna see you succeed, they don't even wanna believe
I gotta be in the lead, I gotta feed the team
I gotta get what I need, the struggle turned me to a beast
I'm bout to keep it a hundred, I feel the pain in my stomach
My mom didn't see me turn 20 and she just met up with my brother,
and they said I gotta stay hungry,
and they said I gotta stay humble,
And stay out of trouble, then I won't struggle
Demons they tryna lead me to the devil

They tryna mess up my mood, I'm tryna keep my cool
Bitch I'm not in the mood, I don't wanna speak to you
Y'all don't know what I've been through
It's just so much I've been through
So many things that I seen, things that you wouldn't believe

They tryna mess up my mood, I'm tryna keep my cool
Bitch I'm not in a mood, I don't wanna speak to you
Y'all don't know what I've been through
It's just so much I've been through
So many things that I see, things that you wouldn't believe

I done seen so many things, things that I wish I ain't seen
I try to forget everything, I really wish it was that easy
I almost tried keeping this clean, but everything ain't what it seem
I used to live like a fiend, I got addicted to speed
I used to stay up from popping the beans, I go like 3 days without getting sleep
Looking at me like this isn't me, it took me a lot but I'm back on my feet
Bitch I got something to prove, they tryna make me act a fool
They wanna see me on the news, they wanna see me lose
Ayy, I was just broke last week, now I can't actually sleep
I got the racks and the P's, I used to trap more than weed
I started rapping on beats when I ain't have nothing to eat
What's on my back?
That's my team, R.I.P My Brother E

They tryna mess up my mood, I'm trying to keep my cool
Bitch I'm not in the mood, I don't wanna speak to you
Y'all don't know what I've been through
It's just so much I've been through
So many things that I seen, things that you wouldn't believe

They tryna mess up my mood, I'm trying to keep my cool
Bitch I'm not in the mood, I don't wanna speak to you
Y'all don't know what I've been through
It's just so much I've been through
So many things that I see, things that you wouldn't believe