I remember as a child my esteem was beaten
To a point of no return the ultimate completion
But I had these visions in my head that I was seeing
Me and all my friends who'd accept who I was being
My fathers Hella evil, that's a kid that you was beating
Words he said stuck with me through the morning and the evenings
Master manipulator is what he is, a demon
That's why I had to leave him, the truth is what I'm seeking
It was back in 7th grade, middle school where I dropped him
Got no father figure in my life, was casing problems
Identity crisis I dyed my hair hoping to solve them
Dark black ain't no color in it, ain't no Rodman
Dark black, ain't no dad, raging out was more than mad
Go back, wasn't bad, devil starting to make me mad
False dreams, memories. Father pleads come back to me
Tryna make it out to be, less then what's reality
Don't look back, life was bad bros tryna bring up the past
Never asked what I task, what my goals are he can't grasp
When he ask why I left I'll just look at him and laugh
My fathers delusional, he thinks that he is still my dad
Dark black, ain't no dad, raging out was more than mad
Go back, wasn't bad, devil starting to make me mad
False dreams, memories. Father pleads come back to me
Tryna make it out to be, less then what's reality
Don't look back, life was bad bros tryna bring up the past
Never asked what I task, what my goals are he can't grasp
When he ask why I left I'll just look at him and laugh
My fathers delusional, he thinks that he is still my dad
Fathers so delusional, he thinks that he is still my dad
Fathers so delusional, he thinks that he is still my dad
Delusional delusion, I've reach the conclusion
He must think I'm stupid, if he thinks that I am crawling back
Delusional delusion, Trenton what you doin
You made Hunter he made Xenic then killed you off like that
You're stuck in delusion, life's your own illusion
I'm the one who's gonna shed light on your dirty rugged path
You're son started a movement, now Xenic is cruising
He never needed you so tell me why you think he wants you back
He never needed you so tell me why you think he wants you back
He never needed you so tell me why you think he wants you back
He never needed you so tell me why you think he wants you back
He never needed you so tell me why you think he wants you back
He never needed you so tell me why you think he wants you back