These voices in my head
I swear they want me dead
How can I ever win when it's me I'm up against
A convo with my conscious
I needed this I guess
It's me vs myself and I never let me win
Nah I never let me win
I always let me down
I let this go too far
I just want to make me proud
I guess I assume I'm damaged
It's getting hard to hold my baggage
I try to show you love
But who got time for love now
If I self-destruct then I guess I let myself down
I done told you lies so many times
Who can we trust now
I'm in a constant battle
Me versus myself yeah
Yeah and I got questions for you
Why you never got no answers
You don't get the message do you
Sometimes I can't fucking stand you
On that pedestal you standing on
And all your double standards
Plus you never ask me if I'm okay
And you the only one who really know what I been through
My fault for thinking you was essential
I don't know you no more
How could I ever forget you
You were lost and I forgot to miss you
You always want the last word
Guess I'll suffer in silence
Looking backwards
There ain't no point in trying it
All my flaws pointed out
You always there to remind me
Could it be that this is really what life is
These voices in my head
I swear they want me dead
How can I ever win when it's me I'm up against
A convo with my conscious
I needed this I guess
It's me vs myself and I never let me win
Nah I never let me win
I always let me down
I let this go too far
I just want to make me proud
I guess I assume I'm damaged
It's getting hard to hold my baggage
Yeah
It's getting hard to hold my baggage
And I don't even know what happened
I'm sitting all alone like damn it
God damn it
You said you want some answers
I hope you love the taste of irony
You been lying to yourself
Cause you can't lie to me
It hits you every time
But you keep trying to throw more shots at me
Lies on top of lies that you keep telling me
Like I believe 'em
I know life ain't easy
But you make it harder
Mr. Self-Sabatoge fucks it all up
Every single time
I mean it's every single time
You always find a way to cross the line
I barely seen no lines you wouldn't cross
What makes it hard
I know how far you really could've gone
You cut me off
I wonder why you never show me love
Why was I never good enough
Good enough
These voices in my head
I swear they want me dead
How can I ever win when it's me I'm up against
A convo with my conscious
I needed this I guess
It's me vs myself and I never let me win
Nah I never let me win
I always let me down
I let this go too far
I just want to make me proud
I guess I assume I'm damaged
It's getting hard to hold my baggage
Yeah
It getting hard to
I'm starting to assume I'm damaged
It's getting hard to hold my