So many things that I cannot tell you
Unintentional memories that I dwell too
None of them treasuries I can sell true
Dark accessories haunting me, I'm in hell's view
So I had to grow up (Grow up)
Mentally sick, my mind had to throw up (Throw up)
Menacing, my thoughts they had to blow up
Wasn't ready for the world but had to show up
Everybody love their mama
While I'm out here pointing fingers 'cause of family drama
Family home need love support, meeme say, "Floor is lava"
Period, I love the money, need another comma
If I can't trust my mother, you don't stand a chance
Snowballing my distrust, I cause an avalanche
Flooding all my business, keep your olive branch
No more Neverland

My whole life
That's how much time it takes to heal
My design
I think I forgot the seals

How long can anyone keep a lock on?
Or hold your breath like Louis Armstrong
Trying to stay woke before you knock off
Lock up the safe and pray you die
Only so much room in a finite mind
Find a true soul or you die like mine
Roots real deep so they rise up high
Walls grow thick I find
I'm getting claustrophobic
Noose on my neck I'm less aerobic
Thorns on the rope they're growing so thick
But you can't tell I'm hella stoic
I have cluttered my life with demons
Suicidal thoughts, they give me reasons
I can't even hear my conscious pleading
It's weakened

My whole life (My whole life) (My whole life)
That's how much time it takes to heal
My design (My design) (My design)
I think I forgot the seals
My whole life (My whole life) (My whole life)
That's how much time it takes to heal
My design (My design) (My design)
I think I forgot the seals