So do you have some secret that no one could know. It's just like take a shelter on your soul. No, I don't know why about your weakness, but sometimes you would may learn to loose. Closest to the truth, take a breath on the mirror, if it's not enough? can't you see now inside of you? Burn you up and shake you up, remember you are still alive, never give up and always try. So get a brand new start and make it sounds good, everyone has a second chace why not you? Never give up.