Yeah, always gotta do what's best for me
Trying to get this money and that shit be stressing me
All inside my head just wish someone was there for me
Ruined things with shawty now she don't want to speak
I been getting high in my feelings for a week
Doing a lot of spending on some shit that I don't need
Trying to play my part and I'm trying to chase my dream
And that's okay, fell out with my vibe
And I thought she was my bae, told her bout my problems
She went the other way
If we being honest she really never felt the same
All this time we spent, should've know it go to waste
Trying to play my part they tryna eat up off my plate
So much on my mind, I just need to get away
Drinking so many times, trying to take away the pain
She so fuckin' fine, let me take you on a date
And I'm finally winnin', nothin' in the way
You can tell I tunneled my vision, Been Thru so much I just hope I get me a happily ending
All this weight that's on my back and then
Time is just ticking, swear I don't get it
You call my phone I'll pick up for you
Call my phone I'll pick up for you
This just how we do things
Yeah, I never knew all it could take it until I did it
I always knew about the fake because I listened
I always knew that they would change because I did it
I always knew being alone just hit different
I blow your phone because I care, you say I'm trippin
I ask you questions all the time because I'm interested
I got you blushing through the phone, I know you feel the kid
I know you feel some type of way about this relationship
I know you shouldn't worry, that's a different conversation
Momma workin' doubles, we just out here tryna make it
So I do my music, hope it do a lot of saving
So I do my music, hope y'all hearin' what I'm sayin'
Workin' on myself and I do a lot of praying
Tryna heal my soul, I been goin' through some phases
They told me keep goin', that's the boy goin' places
Yeah, you call my phone,
You call my phone,
You already know