Spiders are jumping into the light
Spiders on my skin, white night
Some ice-cold whisky flows in my brain
Deeper and deeper, cold are my veins

This is my cell where I used to walk
This is my hell, well it's full of smoke
I saw the devil, I met a friend
I felt evil breathing the end

I am a monster, I am a freak, I am Jesus, I am a creep
I am the father, I am the sun, I am the healer, I am the gun

There goes a night train
Right to nowhere
lied to my ankles
Black ruby chains

Falling from the ceiling
Running on the floor
Steeling my anguish
Breaking my door

Am I a loner, am I so cold
I need a lover, Iet's go home
Some ice-cold whisky flows in my brain
Deeper and deeper and deeper again


I am a monster, I am a freak, I am Jesus, I am a creep
I am the father, I am the sun, I am the healer, I am the gun

I am the gun
I am the gun
I am the gun