What am I supposed to do with all this loneliness?
Do I pray about it?
Or should I drug it out?
Heh (Everyday, will be Sunday!)
I guess i'll just write a song about it
No matter the cash, no matter how much drugs I got (Got)
You was never ever part of the plan, you was never ever apart of my snot
And I was thinkin' 'bout killin' you the other fucking day
Thank god, that I popped another Perc (Perc)
And I wish that you never ever came my way
'Cuz our love never even seems to work (Work, work)
If it really wasn't for the Xan
I would've probably already got you got
I hate you and your new man
And I don't really want him stuck up in the plot
You left me
All for S-E-X, and layed me down just for dead
So I grew my hair and, I grew my dreads (But I-)
And I sipped a Whole Lotta Red
Thanked god your with me
I hate you and all your flaws and I hate you and your fucking feelings
I done been on these drugs, strived away from god back then
and I "ad - fucking - mit" it
And because of you and all these drugs, i done left my whole fucking heart tinted
Forgive me father, i've been sinning
But they left me all up on my own
I got knocked down straight to my knees, but, i got up all alone
Why am i so alone?
Someone, please, hit my phone
I ain't did nothing but show forgiveness and they did me wrong
Father, why am i so alone?
Father, why am i so alone?