I’m tired of waking up, uh, life’s not worth it
Another loss, another day in pain, my soul's torn in,
I'm tired of waking up, wishin' for the final endin’,
Breaking news: I see the truth and it’s bendin’.

The weight of depression got you pinned to bed
Been dealin’ with it since the age of ten
But we demons keep on pushing, we never take a break
And when we do, our game, you’re a doll, it’s all fake

If I died, would I have a choice?
Would I live forever, or would I be just frozen?
If I died, could I scream my voice?
Would I die forever, or would I be the chosen?

If I died, would I have a say?
Sent to die by others, or just fade away?
If I died, could I make some noise?
Forever lost or found, this is my life's poise

I pour my darkness on pages, that’s my salvation
Only way I feel alive, fighting my damnation
Then I cut myself deep to see how much I bleed
To free my body and give it a way to breathe (or to be freed)

In the shadows you wander, loaded with regret,
Conceived in blackness, a fate you cannot accept.
A soul born to dark, in a world full of regret,
A cursed existence, a fate that you’d rather forget.

If I died, would I have a choice?
Would I live forever, or would I be just frozen?
If I died, could I scream my voice?
Would I die forever, or would I be the chosen?

If I died, would I have a say?
Sent to die by others, or just fade away?
If I died, could I make some noise?
Forever lost or found, this is my life's poise

In the hollow echoes of my silent dead scream,
Let me drown in the depths of a desolate dream,
In the same hollow echoes of my empty rotten chest,
Let me drown in the depths of my heart worn as a guest.

No wonder you tried, and you tried to commit suicide
Broken since Day1, my own birth did not decide C’mon VMC, you well know there’s no blame
Oh, I know, but still, the questions still the same

If I died, would I have a choice?
Would I live forever, or would I be just frozen?
If I died, could I scream my voice?
Would I die forever, or would I be the chosen?

If I died, would I have a say?
Sent to die by others, or just fade away?
If I died, could I make some noise?
Forever lost or found, this is my life's poise

AHAHAH YOU CANNOT ESCAPE FROM THIS