In a psychedelic haze, I let my mind run free
Poured my darkest thoughts onto the page in front of me
Primal shapes and urges, raw and unrefined
Revealing twisted truths, I'd kept confined
Is this all that I amount to?
These lustful lines and creeping dread
Am I just a hungry animal?
Or is there more inside my head?
Confronted by the shadows, I tried to keep concealed
On an acid trip, my hidden self revealed
Sketching out my demons, and my secret shame
Now I'm terrified, have I become untamed?
Is this all that I amount to?
These carnal thoughts I can't control
Am I slave to flesh and instinct?
Or can I still reclaim my soul?
I am more than mere depravity
More than sketches of my vanity
I'll embrace my flaws and fears
And choose a path to persevere
I'll take this painful vision as a chance to grow
Accepting all the parts of me, I didn't want
I faceted, and full of light
Beyond the scary symbols of that fateful night
I am so much more than this
These lurid drawings born of dread
Just a fraction of my mind's abyss
I can leave their pull behind
Defined by hope and agency
Impulsive urges don't control me
I'll move ahead and move ahead
To know my worth
From this coccoon I'll re-emerge
I am so much more than this
To know I'm complex, multi faceted and full of light
Beyond the scary symbols of that fatefull night
I am so much more than this
These lurid drawings born of dread
Just a fraction of my mind's abyss
I can leave their pull behind
Defined by I am so much more than this
I am so much more than this
I am so much more than this
I am so much more than this
I am so much more than this