Now, I've seen your message, the silent plea
I've been your vessel, your final reach
To stop the suffering, to stop the grief
You're reaching to nothing, to no release

Were you worried that the ink would smear?
Were you in a hurry, were you in paralyzing fear?
I was right next to you, did you feel me near?
Well, I'm right next to you now, do you feel my tears?

Your word brings me no comfort
Only a cold, love longing hunger
So please, don't tell me you loved me
I know I was just as ugly
cs your words, with their sugar coat cover
You long to make me suffer, so say another

I've torn every thread, every single thought of you
Life spent for death, I've battled the dark within you
I've lost on every hill, I have fallen on every sword
cnd if it be your will, I will crawl, just say what towards