Right now I do what I want
I can't let bullshit fuck up all my thoughts
I don't care if you think I'm from here ima get it regardless yeah you should be scared
I don't write shit for nothing nobody but me
that's the only shit lately that makes me feel free
I don't run from my fears I'm too scared to believe
I don't wanna be dead I've got too much to see

I've been stressing lately
I don't know why I just get scared
Anxiety is depressing
Why do I gotta feel fucked all the time

I know I'm not invincible
I stay so closed up I'm scared of letting go
I know I know
This shit won't last too long I'm self destructive oh
I know I know
So sit down
I'll only say this once you better listen
I don't feel like I've been right for weeks now
I just feel like I need to release yeah
But I'm so closed up I can't even find myself
(I'm so closed up I can't even find myself)
I'm so closed up I can't even find my self
(I'm so closed up I can't even find myself)
I'm so closed up I can't even find my self