When I return to you, I'll be clean I'll be new, no it wasn't the pain that kept me away

I awake in the ground, always lost rarely found, I return but it's never been home
I approach in the fall, you don't know me at all, would you still possibly let me in
Do you see something in my front teeth, it's most likely the dirt, the reflection in the puddle made it so clear

I'm a coward and fake, like a new gambler’s take, pray to God someone doesn't catch on
When we dance you're a dream, but you're not dancing for me, might as well throw me back in the swamp

I can't promise to stay less resolve more decay
I don't expect you to wait for me