I'm not saying I love you
Just wanted to dream about it
‘Cause tomorrow you could be gone
cnd all you'd ever be was a dream

I know one day you'll be rich and famous
cnd you'll forget what my name was
cnd we'll walk right past each other
While we're both just staring at our phones

I'm so sick of saying sorry
cnd wandering through the party
Wondering where all my friends went
I guess I'll spend my whole life alone

So what
I wish I could say what I want
I wish I could leave my bed
But I can't do it

I'll tell you what
I wish I could see you all of the time
I wish I could say you're the one
But I'm still looking

So talk into my bullet hole
cnd tell me I'm fine
I'm still going broke
Just trying to stay alive

Maybe one day when life is better
I'll write you a letter
But for now let's sit in silence
While we both just stare at our phones

I'm not good, I'm hanging in there
I'm gonna stop you right there ‘cause
I think where we're supposed to be
Is exactly where we were all along

So what
I wish I could say what I want
I wish I could leave my bed
But I can't do it

I'll tell you what
I wish I could see you all of the time
I wish I could say you're the one
But I'm still looking

I wish I could tighten up
cnd open myself back up for criticism
I'll find comfort
In doing what I want

‘Cause everything I've done
cnd everything I want
Never end up being exactly
The same thing

So what
I wish I could say what I want
I wish I could leave my bed
But I can't do it

I'll tell you what
I wish I could see you all of the time
I wish I could say you're the one
But I'm still looking