My nose as wet as my eyelids, wildin', dead already
Too much is too much losing it's set already
All of my body's wounds, don't ooze, they bled already
Start to drink more cuz my hand and my heart is heavy
Celebrate, celebrate, hide my tears in the confetti
Hide my fears in every letter
You a coder if you get it
My hand can't stay steady, my pen lean cuz the weight
The gravity of my thought is too much for the page
Maybe I need a savior, or a pardon from Karma
A stone laid path, back, to where I was brought up
With a little more time to remember the words I thought of
Like, Hello, dearly departed. Here's some love for the pain you brought us
Now I'm caught up, choked up on my own words
To leave or go back, now I know that they both hurt
Losing in my own verse, the same old story
How it's written, is the difference, but it's the same in each recording
The premise holds importance, I hope it don't bore you
I hope it work for you, it must do something surely
Been stuck in the mud, and now my spine got a hunch in it
All of the worlds weight is just too much for me to struggle with
Shit feel like a punishment
The fuck did I do
Insecure to the bone, the way they cracking is new
That's change
I feel my time on pursuit
I just hope the day it catch me I'm provided a view
Love
Love