I just want to start it off, by letting you know that I'm through it
The ups and downs and highs and lows be getting to me
My heart and mind be battling
The conflicts getting to me
Tryna be mature but my environment ain't lowing me,
I'm trying but I'm cowering
They say my ego's towering
but it's just a coping mechanism that I developed
Anything can happen at any moment
So keep your head up
Gotta stay vigilant, the demons creeping in
Ever since I put up my barriers, it's like they teasing me
They're really causing my hysteria, emotions fluctuating
I've begged the Lord for discernment
Yeah I beg cause it's urgent, need to know who I can trust
Cause the future is coming quicker than I thought and it's causing my torment

Lately, I've been praising the Lord, tryna get my life back on track
All I did back then was lack, to the point where my mind almost cracked open
Had to find new ways of coping
Jesus Christ is the Lord.
He's the only one who'll love you regardless of the sins you commit
Just repent and promise you won't do it anymore
He's the only one who'll love you even if nobody else is tryna show you love, just remember that he the only one who gon' be there when you ain't got anyone

This is my testimony
This is my testimony
This is my testimony
This is my testimony

I just want to start it off, by letting you know that I'm through it
The ups and downs and highs and lows be getting to me
My heart and mind be battling
The conflicts getting to me
Tryna be mature but my environment ain't lowing me,
I'm trying but I'm cowering
They say my ego's towering
but it's just a coping mechanism that I developed
Anything can happen at any moment
So keep your head up
Gotta stay vigilant, the demons creeping in
Ever since I put up my barriers, it's like they teasing me
They're really causing my hysteria, emotions fluctuating
I've begged the Lord for discernment
Yeah I beg cause it's urgent, need to know who I can trust
Cause the future is coming quicker than I thought and it's causing my torment

This is my testimony
This is my testimony
This is my testimony
This is my testimony
This is my testimony
This is my testimony
This is my testimony
This is my testimony
This is my testimony